"Okay, a year's gone past now like and it's still as bad as ever you know. It still hurts like hell and you know, and you know (…) there's nothing you can do. You can't bring her back. You can't change time or anything but it's just a struggle at times and other times, I can cope for a couple of weeks and not really think about her. But you know, the next day I'll be thinking about her non stop just and it goes through my head all of this, you know, what happened, what (..) what I did and what could've have happened and all this craic and I just can't do anything really about it like and..."

(Neville, Int 3)