if I was carrying something, five years ago I think I’d be able to
carry it, I can carry ice-cream and I can carry pints of water it’s
just hot stuff like coffee and stuff. Can’t carry that I get somebody
to carry it for me, which is really annoying too because I know myself
I could do it but [ ] I’m just feared of spilling it you see and I’m
trying to get over that but it’s kind of hard to get out of that way of
doing things to do another."