‘sometimes it's just like I think I'd like to just go out there and have fun again or, you know, maybe I'd like to meet somebody else and see what it's like being with somebody else. But then at the same time, because I love @@Cliff## so much, it's just too hard to just turn round and say, "Right we've been together for two and a half years, 'bye, you can go now, I wanna go and find someone else."   (Estelle Interview 5)